been a looong time
Tuesday, June 6th, 2006ok..i just read some of previous posts n really, how sadistic can one get. *slaps forehead* what emotions/stupidity can do to one whoz got her priorities in life all mixed up…*tsk tsk*.. listening to katherine mcphee’s ”Somewhere Over the Rainbow” n… if life is as wonderful n if the skies r really as blue as the song claims..i’d wanna go live there too!:P i mean, its a problem-free zone n its where ‘happy little blue birds’ fly. no loss rite?
now its back to ”ana’s song”, sliverchair. i mean, i know that sooner or later if another tornado comes n hit me i’ll be as pathetic as i was then. but prob more matured? heck, at least a lil teensy weensy bit right. reckon i should by now know what’s good n what’s already ‘basi’ for me. a bit of a low-learner, pardon me, but at least im using my God-blessed bRAINS now!
”The Girl from Katong”, serenaide. come to think of it…(there, c, emotions coming in again..hannah, hannah..*shakes head*) but really, i mean what r the odds of another tornado bombing on me again? confidence? slightly. its gonna be better this time. of course it takes time to trust again dum dum but hey, i’ve learned not to expect anything but to respect in every aspect with minimal effect as possible. (go figure yourself lar, malas to layan)
”Fabled Angst Machine”, electrico. ok, im off to tuition to the helms of another ”river between”. another im-trying-to-get-to-know-myself n i-dun-really-give-a-damn-on-what-u-think-of-me session later. or tomorrow. or maybe next week. bah. till then, peace n plz dun ruin your life.
